Heeyyyy, so I'm back writing again. I felt that I haven't wrote for ages. ANYWAY, GUESS WHAT?! I MET 5/5 OF ONE DIRECTION? YOU WOT MATE? YES TITLE SAYS IT ALL.

So yeah, it was on Monday of the 27th of November. I went to uni as usual cause I had lectures. At 5pm, I went to my management lecture, and my whatsapp notifications keep popping out. I was like "what is happening?". It was 2 of my Brighton girls who kept whatsapp-ing me. I read the whatsapps and totally FREAKED OUT. They told me that One Direction will be having a secret book signing. Didn't even pay attention to what's happening in the lecture anymore. My lecture was from 5pm to 5:50pm and the tickets were sold at 6pm, I had to run from my lecture to the library to get a computer like oh my god didn't even think of anything else. These are basically the conversation I had with my girls. I FELT REALLY BAD FOR THEM, cause like if they didn't tell me about the book signing, I wouldn't even know that they're organising it :(

I hope you guys will get to meet them soon too :( I love you guys xx (p.s sorry about the swearing in there, hehe I tend to swear whenever I'm too excited or mad) :p

29 November 2014

I will never ever ever forget this date. It's the date I met my boys. Like imagine being a fan before they were this massive, but never got the chance to actually meet them.... It was really like a dream come true to me. I never expected it to happen and I'm so so so blessed.

Anyway, we had to be at the secret location (Hilton Wembley) at 3 pm. I got really really nervous I had no idea why. Then, they started to give out wristbands to us. I made some new friends as well and they're really really nice and whatmore, they're actually like me in terms of like not really tweeting much about the boys anymore. We did it all in 2010/2011. Not tweeting doesn't mean that I'm not a fan anymore okay. It's just that I have more commitments now with uni and stuff?

Then at like 6 or 7pm (maybe), we had to take a coach to another secret location which was a studio. We entered a huge room in the studio and it's all white in there. We had to wait for the boys cause they were doing promotions for their new album.

Finally!!!!! They arrived. I'd say that most of us were like dumbfounded lool. We were more nervous than excited tbh. And so the book signing starts... The first one at table was Harry, followed by Zayn, Liam, Louis and Niall. When it was my turn, like my friend before me tried to hug Harry and the security was like no this is only a signing, no hugging. But, Harry still hugged her. I can still remember Harry's face. He was like confused... he wants to give a hug but like at the same time, the security didn't allow. Like at one point, Harry actually stood instead of sitting cause fans wanted a hug. But, he sat back down cause I think yeah he wasn't allowed...

So, I was the next one to meet Harry... Like I can't tell him that I wanna hug him cause the security was being an ass, but he looks at me and he was like heeeey how are you and I was like "hellooo, I'm good how are you? and he said that he's fine as well. I gave a letter to him and he said aww thank you very much. That's pretty much about what happened with Harry I think haha it was TOO QUICK :(

And, zayn was the next one.. I feel really really bad cause everyone knows that Liam's my fav, and he's after Zayn.. so I was really looking forward to meet him and I was scared like if I didn't get to say much to him.. so like with Zayn, I just said hellooo and thank you very much when he greeted me. I feel really really bad cause I love him too but like there might not be another chance for me to meet Liam sooo :( i love you Zayn

AND, THE CLIMAX.... haha not really.. I was like really really really starstruck when I saw Liam... his smile was just precious....I kinda like froze there for about a second or two.. he was like "hello there how are you" I DIDN'T REPLY ANYTHING KILL MYSELF. I told you I literally froze in front of him oh my god. I wanted to hug him but the security kinda didn't allow us but I was like fuck no this is my only chance, and it hit me right there that Liam's in front of me and I have to hug him. I said to him "Liam, can I get a hug please" and he was smiling and said yeah of course and HE HUGGED ME. LIAM PAYNE HUGGED ME... hahaha fuck the security :p (sorry for that swear again). I said that I love him when he hugged me... can I please go back to that day? :(

Louis was the next one... and again because I just hugged Liam, I froze again... Louis said "helloo thank you very much for coming. How are you" I seriously can't recall if I replied him or not... I think I didn't.... WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! But trust me guys, you'll feel the same way as well. Cause like before I met them, I've prepared like what to say and all but it all went blank when I meet them. I had friends who have been to the book signing before and they told me that they froze in front of the boys as well last year. I told myself that I didn't wanna be like them but guess what?! I was exactly like that as well...

Niall was the last one and that means that its all coming to an end. sob sob :-( He was very cheerful and like helloooo how are you and I replied and asked him how we was and he said that he was fine and the photographers asked me to turn around to look at the camera and I did but I looked at the video one lol. DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT WAS THE VIDEO ONE until I heard Niall laughing and he said that's not the camera. That's the video one... Love embarrassing myself in front of Niall init.

Everything happened like really quickly. I teared up a bit after I met them. Like the feeling of "after all these years.... I finally met them..." I don't wanna sound greedy but I really hope I get to meet them again one day.